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Silly Little Voices

Can you hear them? The voices that go through my head? Of course not. Maybe they’ll fly out of my head so you can hear, too. Such silly voices. They play in my head like a merry-go-round. Talking, shouting, screaming, crying, laughing. Ahh. Voices. My voices. I can rock my head side to side with the sound of them bouncing on the walls of my skull as I do. Tilt to the right, screaming and singing fall out of my ear. Tilt to the left, laughing and crying fall out of the other. So I rock it. Rock. Rock. Rock. Left. Right. Left. Right. I hum to myself, y’know. As I listen to those silly voices that talk inside my head. I like to hum. It

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Swinging my legs, Sitting on the railing, I try not to think about you.
How you walked, How we talked, It’s been getting to me lately, It’s so hard getting over you.
[Chorus] It feels like, Climbing up a mountain! A million miles up the ground! When you left me, I hoped you’d come back, So why don’t you turn around!? ‘Cuz I, love, you. I, still, love, you... [/Chorus]
I pass by the people, Trying to act normal, I try not to think about me.
What I did, &n Think
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Broken HeartedBroken Hearted

There's nothin' left, That I haven't felt, There's been, Too much, To count. But one harsh sting, Set me off, And now it's all I feel!
[Chorus] I hate you! I love you! I want you gone! I want you here! I forgot you! I miss you! Get out of my head! I'm broken hearted...
You broke my heart, And all the scars, They always show. I hate those love songs, And those happy couples who think they know. This is all your fault, These tears are shed, Because you le Broken Hearted
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I was right.I stood on the other side of the chamber, my arms wound behind me and my legs tied together to the post. I looked over to see Allison tied up too just like me. But unlike me, she was screaming for the person to let us go. For help. For Brian to save us, as if he could hear.
“You’re precious Brian is on his way.” The voice of an intercom boomed. Shortly Brian burst through the double doors to my left.
“BRIAN!!” Allison squealed. “Brian, help us!!”
“NO!! He must only choose one of you!!” The voice shouted again. Gas started to pour out of the posts we were tied I was right.
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Help Me EscapeMy heart was racing as I bolted as fast as I could through the dense forest. It was hard to catch my breath and I couldn't even stop to try. No matter how much my lungs burned, my legs ached, or all the piercing sharp edges the woods lashed at against me. Branches, thorns, and other debris sliced at my clothing and flesh. I could feel blood stream down my legs and face and arms. I didn't care though. I had to get away.
The pads of footsteps behind me made me want to go faster. But my legs felt numb and rubbery. I felt like I was moving in slow motion but the things around me still remained a blurry vision.
I could ba Help Me Escape
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ForgottenMaybe it wouldn't be so hard to live, if you actually needed me to exist. Picture this, a black and white image dances across the screen, it slowly bounces, just enough for you to take notice, someone has pushed stop to a rather graphic scene, but it's not evident that she is lifeless; she's just laying broken on the hard wooden floor, her left hand gently placed across her pale white cheek, next to her lays a knife with shavings around the tip pointing to three words angrily engraved into the floor. And it states, "I was here." Can you imagine tears running down her face as she pleads with herself that she actually exists? Who was cruel enou Forgotten
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ForgottenDo you know what it's like to be forgotten? No one even gives a damn about you at all? Like those old vets that still wear their hat and coat saying they we're in world war 2? I've seen it, faded glory. Being the black sheep of your family, so they don't even pay attetion to you as they nuzzle and hold their other children, thinking in their head they're so happy that they did'nt turn out like you. Another way of being forgotten is in school, when no one wants to talk to you or even remember you are there , not even you're teachers. It's hard to get them to notice you, but it takes something really big to happen in order for them t Forgotten
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I Will Fight YouWhen Jake awoke, he was in a bathtub filled with ice, an unnecessarily long scar where his liver should've been.
Towering above him, a man in a ski mask, a bloodied scalpel still in his hand.  Seeing that his victim had awoken, he put the knife down, running his hands through the sink.
"Dude, what the hell?"  Jake asked, not all too pleased with the removal of his vital organs, consent explicitly not given, at that.  "I was using those."
The man ignored Jake and wiped his hands off.  Picking up a fine pair of kidneys from the operating table, he slipped his hands i I Will Fight You
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Current Residence: Illinois
Interests: Writing | Drawing | Singing | Etc.
Favourite band or musician: Mindless Self Indulgence [MSI]
Favourite poet or writer: Stephenie Meyers
MP3 player of choice: iPod
Favourite cartoon character: Koga from InuYasha | Grell from Kuroshitsuji
Personal Quote: You can live an ordinary life, but I dare you to do better. --Star Trek
Tools of the Trade: Pencils and paper

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Pity Fower. It's So Pity. Pity Pity. Pity Fowers.

Wed May 6, 2009, 3:32 PM

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_{All stories here are written and created by ~TrueAnime.
It is not okay to duplicate, alter, or print without her explicit permission.}

| U P D A T E S |
_{-- I am currently reading Afraid by Jack Kilborn. ”A masterpiece of unrelenting horror. It never lets up.” –James Rollins Hells to the yeah. Ok, so that’s not what pulled me in to it but still. It’s a decent book so far. :] More updates, I’m, like, deathly ill. -sniffle- Also, school has been a little shit so I’ve been having to work at it more, and that’s only added to my already long list to do. Bawwwww work.... So this has been distracting me from writing but I have been doing small smidges of work now and then. I’ve actually gotten half a piece done since I took two days off of school from my death flu. But now it’ll be slowed down since I’m going back tomorrow and I have a shit load to make up now by Friday. Grahhh.}

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_{>> Do Not Pull : Chapter 1 - Complete, Chapter 2 - 20%
>> Bleeding Fang : Chapter 1 - Complete, Chapter 2 - 70%
>> Who Am I : Chapter 1 - 83%}

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_{[Evermore] by Alyson Noel
-- So I’ve been looking through countless bookstores trying to find crazy books to screw with my head because I’m getting’ sick of vampire books right now and lookie what I found! I read the back and I’m like, “Ok, interesting. I’ll give it a shot.” So once I get to the Damen part, I’m like, “SHIT, this is about vampires isn’t it!?” But, I’ll leave you to find out if you haven’t read this. All I’m going to say is that I loved this and after I got over my thoughts of it it turned into a very enjoyable book. :’D Dramatic, inventive, and just always can keep your interest. Well, it did for me! Anyone who enjoys a dramatic half-mystery kind of book should pick this one up. I can’t wait to get her next book [Blue Moon]. I’m not sure if there’ll be more after that but if there is you’ll be sure to hear about it from me. :]}

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_{After a horrible accident claims the lives of her family, sixteen-year-old Ever Bloom can see people's auras, hear their thoughts, and know someone's entire live story by touching them. Going out of her way to avoid human contact and suppress her abilities, she has been branded as a freak at her new high school - but everything changes when she meets Damen Auguste.
Damen is gorgeous, exotic, and wealthy He's the only one who can silence the noise and random energy in her head - wielding a magic so intense, it's as though he can peer straight into her soul. As Ever is drawn deeper into his enticing world of secrets and mystery, she's left with more questions than answers. And she has no idea just who he really is - or what he is. The only thing she knows to be true is that she's falling deeply and helplessly in love with him.
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Mood: Shitty
Listening to: Master of Puppets --- Metallica
Reading: Afraid --- Jack Kilborn
Watching: Scrubs

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May 6, 2009 Pity Fower. It's So Pity. Pity Pity. Pity Fowers.
Apr 19, 2009 It’s Easier To Die Than Watching Someone Die
Mar 3, 2009 Ho snap~
Jan 7, 2009 80%
Sep 23, 2008 edit2: Pop Pop KTZZZZZZZZZZ FRRRRRRT~

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*royalocean Oct 15, 2009, 3:09:19 PM

Thanks for the fave.

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`YouInventedMe May 6, 2009, 3:08:12 PM

thanks for the

on eleven things about people who could be you

xo!

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~1M-5p3c1aL May 6, 2009, 3:33:49 PM

Np, I'm actually working on my own version now. <3 Thanks for the inspiration!

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~dark-beats-shadow Mar 3, 2009, 3:41:08 PM

thanks for the fave

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=Rochelle-the-Echidna Mar 3, 2009, 5:51:54 AM

Thanks a lot for

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~dyserae Mar 2, 2009, 6:54:35 PM

thank you for the fav!

xoxo

~NotKayChan Feb 22, 2009, 11:21:51 AM

Thanks for the favorite.^^

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